standing alone

Year 2010~~

2010-01-08T06:38:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all my friends around me!!! <3>

although it's a little bit late.. but...

it still better than don't have right?? haha <3

Soon my internship is going to end soon...

and i dun have my own target NOW!!!

continue in hotel line?? but will it be my dream??

What's my career path??

I hope that i can be SOMEONE which i can really in charge of things and be responsible

but not a job that i always make others feel pressure and unhappy...

~having the feeling to look for a new relationship....

just for me to share my happiness.. ~

*career goes first*

= night world =

I miss all of them...

2009-12-03T06:34:00.001-08:00

Honestly i miss Front Desk!!!
I miss all of my ex colleagues in FO!!
Especially my prefect trainer and my lovely KU KU appertizer....

too bad Ｋu ku is leaving soon....

sad sad...

Secondly i miss reservation!!!
although i miss always grumble that i get fat there.. but honestly i miss them too...

I miss GINA MUMMY..
i miss DIna oink oink..

I miss four officers and others colleagues...

i miss those days where we are all in a team,...

can time turn back?? can it be done?

SUnny going for holiday!!!!!!

SIck Sick Sick~~

2009-12-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

Currently i am at HSKP...
Honestly you might ask me how was it??
I can tell you HSKP is tiring...
Completely tiring...

So ppl,
make sure you respect all those housekeeper!!!

Went for my medical check up that day,
everything went smoothly.
Yet only thing still rely on how come i cant breath well??

That's the main question i am curious of...
I AM STILL YOUNG!!!! RIGHT???

aRG... dun like this feeling.... :(

~ A day with SONGS ~

2009-11-26T08:27:00.000-08:00

I AM NOT ALONE!!!
because i have all my friends with me...
LOVELY!!!!
Intern still works well in me,
i am going to miss my RSVN soon...
no more B2!!
I am going to upgrade to sickening BROWN UNIFORM!!!
ARG.....
How i wish doc's letter will give it to me soon...
so i dun need to go hskp... can can??
hope i dun need...
Is it possible??
Thanks ee fei acc me today to sing the whole evening...
Actually wanted to meet SUNNY!!!
But he has to meet his friend and he is SHY??
shy to know new frens.. haha...
ONCE AGAIN I AM NOT STRAWBERRY!!!
I love mummy,
daddy,
three sister!!!!

I miss U....
Yes....
U!!!!

Flexible~

2009-11-25T08:55:00.000-08:00

I really thinks that i am a very fortunate lady..
Currently i am still attached to RESERVATION..
am going to leave there asap...
2 more days to go..

guess life at HSKP won't make me feel better in the future...

What to do??
it's still an internship to fulfill..
i got no choice.. so..
i still need to fulfill it,right??

I believe i can do it...

Given up on him,
is it a correct choice??
maybe?
perhaps?
no?
yes?
I dunno...
Seems like my heart is doing things that betray myself..
sick!!!

Yet..
life still needs to go on...

Thanks Dina for the little yellow bird today,
Thanks Shirley for bubble tea no sugar today,
Thanks Sunny Sun to acc today.
Thanks RSVN acc me today..
Thanks Chef Ting back in time to acc me today,
Thanks one fly for your call,
Thanks Kelvin for your concern today,
at least i am not alone...

I just hope that you are there for me...
At least...
Listen to me..

Let me express how i feel..
HUggies!!!

一瞬间

2009-11-25T08:42:00.000-08:00

曾经你说过愿意把梦一起带走，

要我相信你。。。

可是换来的恶梦更多。。。

感动是你的真诚，

开心是你的魔术，

真心的笑因为你让我觉得不孤独。。

可是。。。似乎一切变得很模糊。。。

一瞬间，

我真的觉得童话里的灰胡娘是真的。。

梦还是会被打回原点。

我还能相信吗？？

一瞬间，

你变了。。

变得另一个人，

那个和我一起学泰语，

和我一起吃饭的你，

去哪里了？？

一瞬间，

我再也找不到那个会关心我的你。。。

那个会担心我被东西烫伤的你。。

那个不和我一起吃冰淇淋麻吉的你。。

那个告诉我会改变的你。。。

一瞬间，

你不见了。。。
、
眼神的交流，

似乎消失了。。

看见那股强烈的眼神，

你去哪里了？？

为什么我。。

找不到你？？

香香的味道，
宽宽的温暖，
去哪里了？？

我想告诉你，
放弃不是因为我认输，
而是我不想再坚持。。
累了。

那一瞬间，
我知道你的世界不再可以容纳我的担心，
害怕。。

我只希望，，
你可以开心的工作就好。。。。

我只想。。这样。。

曾经你说过。。。我是僵尸的牙齿。。

我相信你了。。

~care~

2009-11-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

This is SHA sister, Best Story Fren, Best MM sista.
Thanks for her Curry Puff to keep me AWAKE from work...

So sweet right??
She knows that i am in bad mood,
she bought this puff to cheer me up!!!

my god..
she is so sweet!!!! <3
Love u!!!!

Another person i would like to thanks is SUNNY!!!
Wahaha...
Thanks Sunny for accompany me in the evening,
at least he manage to cheer me up with
STRAWBERRY ,BANANA AND DURIAN.
At least he get to make me smile a lot..

Thanks Sunny...
Although i dun get to know you for very long,
but i appreciate a friend like you...
nice to know you...
Smile smile smile

few more days i am going to leave RESERVATION and heading to HSKP!!
omg!! cant imagine myself in that brown uniform..
guess i can kill myself first.. wahaha...

Miss VANESSA SISTER so so so much!!!
I need your support my dear..

A hug from you will make a big differences...

A way to forget you!!

2009-11-20T08:43:00.000-08:00

Once again i would like to thank this friend to help me to forget someone..

Lot's of ppl like it!!!

You are success,man!! <3

Thanks a lot... cheers...

It's all of u who cheer me up....

2009-11-14T06:11:00.000-08:00

A doll who i felt warm and care... <3
Flower from EE FEI
Bread from Dina!!! Love u!!!
Strawberry from frens <3
Smile and smile is what i will do <3

Honestly i guess i am being too pampered by all of my frens and colleagues....
I started to depend on them and hope that they are always beside me....

^^ its time to stand alone again^^

2009-11-12T06:00:00.000-08:00

Things still comes in my way....
What can i do??

Prevent? cure?

I felt so lost!!!

~is just so sweet~

2009-11-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

Loved those days for being take care of... Because it's just so sweet and so nice....

I love these time for being together with the lovely ones... :)
Grace loved it!!!! :)

It's just a bet and a moment of time we get to chit chat and being so nice of him....

~loved and be loved~

2009-11-05T08:10:00.000-08:00

Misses days with friends and classmates...
Honestly i miss Alice and Sheena...

Dunno how are day at the other side,
hope that they are fine!!!

Girl... one day... we shall come out tgt k??

Just hope that i will be able to hold your hand one day...
Because i missed who u r and
because...
i have the crush on u.....

~loved and be loved~

*Freeze*

2009-11-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

The Origin Four Season Durian Pancake

The Best Durian Pancake i had in Singapore...
If anyone found nice durian pancake welcome you guys to tell me where is it ok?

This is my friend name Ramesh...
Does he looked like a Doctor?
haha.. I called him Doctor :)

Today is a nice day... :)
I love today..
Learning things in Reservation..
Learn how to key in new booking...
Love this... I found it so cool and challenging..
The only thing i cant accept is getting fatter and fatter.. haha

So must control a little bit lol!!

After work i met Steve..
Met him to have dinner at Taka
Discuss about our hair and picture.. haha..
Even patnership for CAFE!!!

After i met the sweet and caring one to fetch me home...
So nice of him.. Thanks..
:)

I really wants to thank him to being so nice...

Tired.. guess i need to sleep soon...
Night people, Night world... Night everyone...

-brand new-

2009-10-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

I like this picture... I seems to be so free from stress world...
This picture was taken from Hong Kong W Hotel Mirror...
My WONDERLAND!!!

Honestly i miss this place which i really get to relax myself and get brand new day, everyday!!
It's just a dreamland...

Going to Reservation on November... I know that i will miss Front Office Colleagues.. Yet i believe what Alice tells me... Learn new things from New Department... :)

I believe that everything will be fine on me, right?? :)

However i will still miss them... 7 months of friendship... That's kind of long right?? :)

Be Confident in Yourself....

Back From HK.....

2009-10-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

Just back from Hong Kong....
Everything seems to be so wonderful there....
Gain weight after this 5 days of short holiday....
OMG!!!!
that was like 2 kg for this short holiday
can't imagine if i go longer day... sucks... hahah
Guess about that time i will have no more pants to wear anymore...

OMG!!!!!!

Photo will be upload here soon....
Looking forward with my second trip....

ChiangMai in Thai in coming FEB!!!
Wait for me!!! <3

Sweet Moments

I am happy to see U again after my trip,
it was a relief for me as U looked so refresh and sweet!!!
I am glad that i still manage to cheer u up...
Thanks for the drinks that make my cough feels better...

This time U will be leaving for one week... It's my time to think of U

Just remember to smile...

Take care and bless

merlion

2009-10-06T07:21:00.000-07:00
first time i felt that merlion is so nice for me.

First time i saw the merlion that is so sweet and so nice.

First time i think that i am just like a princess go the drama story.

There is so many first time. First time is just so special and memorable.

Love it~~

2009-10-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

this durian makes me thinks of that durian pancake i ate with him...

4 different of Moon Cake...~ Yummy

Meritus Mandarin Moon Cake Box

Title of this movie named ACCIDENT!!

This is what i did on the 1st of Oct
When i finish work,
met 2 person at Bishan junction 8.
Both of them are eating lunch there so i went to meet them.
After that one of them left
so only left me and U!!

We went to watch movie and just kidding along the day...
Although it's only an evening,
yet i am happy to tell u

I like Ur Smiling Face!!!

Although i know that it is only my dream,
yet i dun want to wake up from the dream that u
create for me....

Just let me keep dreaming, will u?

Sweet night

2009-09-26T10:53:00.000-07:00

A drink from my LOVELY HIM

Start from the time he tells me he is in a bad mood,
at that moment
i have the urge to look for him.
Although i know that i can't help him much,
yet i just want to have a glance of him to keep him happy.

A message from him can really cheer me up,
A smile from him can really make me thinks that i am lucky,
because i am just so nice to get to know him.
A call from him can really make me happy for the whole day,
and that's me.

I know that he is unhappy,
yet i can only try to make him smile.
I know that he just want to relax himself.
so i try to make him smile and make him feel comfortable,
because his smile can really make me feel so nice....

Thanks for the drink he bought for me.
It's to sweet for me to consume,
but at least it makes my day.

I remembered that he wore black polo tee,
he wore a pair of black jeans,
he had a pair of white shoes,
and he had a very amazing smile :)

Everything is just so nice and warm,
walking with him through the path way were so short yet so sweet.
It's just a dream but how i wish that i wont need to wake up from it.

He is not a crow,
he is a person who always cheer me up,
and
a person who makes my heart beat go faster...
how i wish i don't need to wake up from my dream
although i know that i can always be by himself to support him....

Dun worry!!! U will always be my lovely shining handsome boy... :)

~HK~

2009-09-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

no mood to post any blog today~~

lOOKING forward for October to come...

~Limping~

2009-09-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

It's my sickening 2nd midnight,
limping for the whole day just like a handicapped.
Thanks for everyone to ask how is my leg,
i am fine :).
Maybe i just stand for too many hours thats why it is swollen :(!!
Wanted to go home right after work
yet i cant due to heavy rain...
SO i had to sit at checkpoint for almost three hours??
Thx lovely HIM to acc me after he reach working place,
looking at his smiling face i seems to feel better :)
At least i know that he will be smiling the whole day :)
and that is what i can do for him,
always cheer him up!!!
I like your smile,
your smile seems to cheer me up everyday.
Thanks for the accompany since the day i break up with my LOVE ONE.

At this moment,
i start to miss someone again...
I am not being emo,
it's just that i have no place for me to express my feelings...
I can only write it down to make myself feel relief...
Because i dun want to say it out and let ppl worry for me,
i must always be happy and stay cheerful,
am i right??
To:
PEOPLE IT MAY CONCERN

Sorry if i sounds emo,
but i just like to express my feelings by words....
And
i guess this is the way i will get to share my feelings with anyone who is reading my blog!

Feelings of missing U

2009-09-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

Feeling of the sunrise is just like the feeling that i get from u,
u are the one who cheer me up.
How i wish that u are always there so that i wont be lonely anymore.
Yet,
guess u are just like the sun.
Has the timing of sunrise and sunset...
when u cheer me up u are just like sunrise to brighten up my day.
when u are like sunset, i will started to miss u agian and again..
This is the routine job i am doing everyday...

guess i will lost my power for staying awake again,
where is my charger??
is it with u??

I realise that u had already grown in my heart,
because i will miss u whenever i am free :(.

My lovely fren called me today :)
It's so good to hear from him.
Whenever he call me i will just disturb him over the phone..
haha..
Guess he is also trying to make me feel happier and comfortable with my day.
He is like a brother to me,
always concern and make me feel secure..

i would like to thx him, khai xuan and hui, uncle :) it's good to have u guys as a fren...
cheers :)

Working with Kahhui, Lydia and Jumie last night,
so happy :)
F1 period is kind of busy for everyone,
and everyone is in a very busy, scary mood, but....
i still appreciate 3 of them.
I get to learn new things from midnight shift again...

cheers.. i love u guys :) rocks!!!

Breeze..我在努力

2009-09-22T00:02:00.001-07:00

Actually this place is a dam

Heard that there is a waterfall there,yet i still haven get to see
Side view of the top
The night view of the pathway...
Night view at there is really very nice :) Love it
This is the view which u can see there..
A place which is suitable for friends, couple and others to chill at.

I would like to introduce this nice, comfortable, cooling
quiet place.

I really like this place a lot
this place seems to be so nice to think all of my stuff..
I can just stunt at a thing and just let myself feel so free :)

At that moment, lots of my feeling change,
thinking change,
how i wish that everything stop at that moment,
so that i wont have so much of worries and i will get to
enjoy my cooling, nice night..

it's good to have a friend to introduce me this place..
Only now i know that singapore has this kind of nice place
for me to enjoy :)
cheers!!!

happy for someone that found back his own relationship~
happy for my girl also~

Love are something that is hurting two parties,
i decide to leave it to fate...
if u love me ,
u will look for me..
don't u?

At this period of time,
i will just step back and relax..
cos i found U to cheer me up..

我已经很努力的往前看，
很努力的试着忘记一个人的感觉，
我知道如果我处处依赖任何一个人是不对的，
所以我会试着去。。放开

如果有人告诉我这些话：

一个人的努力是很孤单的
让我们一起努力好吗？
你想努力的往前看，
我就努力的在你前面帮你开路
你想努力的忘掉他
我就努力的走到你心里
你需要依赖我的时候
我就努力的让你靠着
不需要依赖我的时候
我就努力的陪你往前走
怎么样
我这个零点零一的机会提议
好不好？

我想我会融入他的心里吧？

Peaceful Night

2009-09-20T21:17:00.000-07:00

20/09

Sucks!!! Today was a damn busy day... cant even get to walk away from counter for the whole day.... 350++ over arrivals make me feel so irritating!! haha... I dun even feel like move my head out to look around is there any guest that need help? :P

Yet, i still got to say " Good Morning,Sir. How may i help?"

Guess this sentence is already grown in my blood forever!!! haha... :P

Meeting him for tea time section,i am so happy that i can meet him to chit chat... but.. stupid cashier drag my closing timing and made him have to wait for 1 and a half hours.. haha..

and i still need to thanks him to listen to my little story... :)

Thanks U!!!

*i have to admit that u are a nice friend for me*

Went to Shar's 21st b'day chalet at aloha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! MY DEAR!! :)

_u are the one who cheer me up_

21/09

Early 21st of Sept

this is a day which i would like to thanks someone~Mr Cloud.

Thanks for letting me know that there is a such a place which i can get to forget my messy mind.
I really appreciate Cloud bring me to relax my mind..
At least there is someone to listen to my upsat story...
Yet.. i will choose to give up on my story..

say bye to my memories...
since i cant give u any promise,
i wont hold u by myself of the sake of scare that i am lonely...

Genuine

2009-09-19T06:46:00.000-07:00
18/09

A day which i wont forget for the whole of my life...
A day which i get to have high tea with the one that i appreciated
A day which i get to see him smile so happily
A day which really brighten up my day when i really got no idea what i can do
A day which i wish that the timing will pass slower..

A day... it's just a day....

When will i get the chance again?? :P
MUAHAHA...
hope that it will come soon!!!!

19/09

Thx for NG to share his story with me,
at least he knows what he wants in his relationship...
at least he still thinki wisely...

but me??

I really dunno....

why why why!!

byez...

2009-09-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT THERE IS
LONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP..
YET~~

IT'S JUST A DREAM!!!

it's so plainful until i don't even know what others are talking about.

~warming~

2009-09-15T19:42:00.000-07:00

I met someone who is really very caring and warming.
Although i dun really know him very well,
yet i thanks him for all the support and concern!!

I'm surprise to know him,
guess it's my luck to know him too...
And
i also appreciate to know a person like him...

Good luck for him
hope that his dream will come true soon!!!

Sooner or later he will be going to the other place to work for one week,
although i dun really bear to have a nice friend like him to leave for one week,
but it's job...
what can i do?? life still have to go on,
right??

Guess he is a dream man of a lot of girls,
guess a lot of people will think that he is so smart,
yet
i really think that he is so superman and so

WOW!!!

A secret you be in my mind and i appreciate that u are always there
just to listen,care and concern about friends..

thanks for everything

God Bless U!!!!

Lost my mind~~

2009-09-15T19:12:00.000-07:00
First day SHEENA and ALICE is not in reception area alr...
Guess i am going to lost two of my lovely, sweet, cute friends that i had in shatec and hotel...

I really miss them so much as they are always there for me..

ALICE:The cute, friendly and nice friend i had... :) Whenever i had her in the same shift she will always rocks my day...

SHEENA: A very sweet lady, guess i will go after her if i am a guy... haha... SHH... better dun let her know later she thinks that i am a pervert.. haha...

But i really miss them since yesterday afternoon shift :(!!!!!

Wanted to look for Alice,
cos i think that she will understand my feeling more than sheena,
cos she loved her BF so much like what i do...
But only that i dun always praise my own dearie...

ahaha...

How i hope that someone will be just there for me whenever i am weak......

WILL U BE THERE?!?!

A place where i get to know about work!!!

2009-09-14T01:59:00.000-07:00

MY LOVELY DEARIE DEAR

Started from the April'09,
it's also the changes for GRACE HO.

Why i say so?? Since i started to work,
everything starts t have changes in me...

I becoming getting harder and harder to meet my dearest boy...
I becoming more and more crazy and sad about work...

The first month,
i am so excited about work,
so motivated and so glad that i am lucky enought than Su Mon to get a hotel intern.
Yet....
I dunno everything about hotel line.. I dunno how does a hotel really operates...

Interview...
Contract...
Everything seems to be like a dream for Grace...

Towards the middle of intern, i getting more and more shag to work..
Scare that i will provoke anyone without knowing it,
scare that i will just lost my passion in this line...
Things are so scary as i wont know when i will get backstab or when will i get bad mouth by others?!?

Lucky i get to have a lot of SHA frens around me :)
And i get to have Sheena and Alice on the JULY!!
YAHHOO!!! I　

I thank them for the accompany and also thank them that they always care and ask for me... :)!!

I have to admit that hotel line really make my life messed up.. I lost my life!!
I almost lost my dearie boyfriend.. :(

But i am happy that he is always there and take care of me no matter when or where...

Although my boy boy is not as handsome as Alice's Boy,
is not as Sweet as Alice's Boy...
But...

my boy and i are going to one year...
lovely one year :)